Another Ayahuasca opportunity came up and I was keen and not nearly as nervous as the first time.
My intention for this journey was to reconnect my synapsis and be able to articulate between what I was thinking and what came out of my mouth. After taking the dose I settled down for the meditation and slowly a deep nausea come up. A line shot up into the space in front of me underlining all of my guides and angels. I was sitting cross legged and my knees were touching the man next to me - I couldn't purge into the bucket that close, so I made my way outside to the toilet. I purged into the loo and looked at a live colour changing globule the size of a tennis ball in the bowl. I was told to thank the process and went back to the circle. After sitting down again the Shaman realised I'd left the protected circle and came to bless and clear the energy around me.
I settled back and a huge frog appeared in front of me. It was so big, green and pink and brown - I looked up to it. Friendly, just staring at me. I felt calm.
I started to get a prickly feeling over my head as if I had millions of poppers in my brain. A realignment.
I had a vision of electric blue light wands coming from a stem, waving around.....becoming live.
This journey was a lot less intense than the first journey and the changes have been permanent.
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