Monday, November 8, 2010

NewLife

Healing Seminar 7 November 2010




I fly down from the high cliff and reach my wings out wide. I have flown away, I am free!

I summersault in the air and shout with joy and release. Freedom is mine Newlife begins.....as I swoop back to the edge of the cliff.....

...I become a Chinese Ninja. I rise above the ground and hang in the air and kick out with a shout of triumph. I swing my arms in fury and with great focus. I am mad, I am angry, I am ready to fight. I turned smoothly around and become a spanish dancer.......

..... with a flurry I swing my heavy dress around, lifting my arms confidently. I stretch out twisting my body. Passion fills my chest and I dance and dance and dance. Looking for the love, needing the love, desperate for the love. Challenging the love to come to me...

As the healer holds his hands over my broken heart I crumple and cry out in pain. I sob and choke, I scream and yell. Howling out until I am empty.

My crumpled heart lies on the dry earth exhausted and depleted......On my haunches with my forehead in the sand, I start feel a gentle bubbling in my chest. A chuckle and then a laugh errupts from me. I laugh and laugh and laugh till my belly and my cheeks ache.

I lift my head and as I open my eyes I see two closed lillies. The petals start to open right before my eyes......a gentle voice says "look up".  As I sit up and raise my eyes to the valley every closed lily opens gently, for me, until the whole valley is a symphony in white.......smiling at me, blooming for me, supporting me...